know your limit

I need to be honest and understand my limitations -- 

I hope the people who have authority over me will appreciate and respect it. 

It was tough on my ego to admit that I can't do something, but it is the only way to start learning a skill or piece of information that I'm lacking. 

..is not that easy, apparently :D

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the little things

The little things, you do to me are// Taking me over, i wanna show ya // Everything inside of me// Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating // My feet are stuck here, against the pavement // I wanna break free, i wanna make it // Closer to your eyes, get your attention //Before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance // Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you // Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you // Give up give up don't you say that I'd be // Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin // If im better off better off, with out you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

And every time, you notice me by // Holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things // I don't believe, that it could be // You speekin your mind and, sayin the real thing // My feet have broke free, and i am leavin // I'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but // I wont forget you, and i won't think this // Was just a waste of time

So back up back up take another chance // Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you // Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you // Give up give up don't you say that I'd be // Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin // If im better off better off, with out you boy

But don't just leave me hangin on.....

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unproductive month

Yup...
I called last month as the most unproductive month, since I haven't been able to finish one bloody report. *sigh*..

Before my boss left for his leave, he asked me to send him the draft of the interim report, until he return to the country, he still has not receive any report...

Udah gt,sebenernya gw punya tugas buat review and compiling annual plan ....ini juga ga selesai...

Idiiyyhhh....sakjane gw ngapain aj siy bulan kemaren teh???

is it bcoz jadwal kuliah gw yg amburadul, jdnya gw terengah-engah juggling between work and school? naahhh...thats just my excuse....jadi ngapain gw yahhhhh??

another excuse...sibuk mengatasi denial gw klo we're just friends...whuaaaaaa....

jadi sebel sama diri sendiri...

well, apparently gw blm berhasil managing diri sendiri... :(

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